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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
11:49 pm	I'm lost... I'm sitting here...it's Wed. night, I have tomorrow off from work and I'm just sitting here. I download some music off napster, got bored and started thinking about websites I haven't been to in forever and ended up here. It seems fitting anyways cuz I have so much on my mind that I'm sure writing about it would help. Do you ever feel like running away? Just starting over. I'm not sure what I'm running from but I have this desire to get the fuck out of here. I'm tired, exhausted to be exact. Tired of having to prove myself! Fuck men! I manage the 2nd ranked store in my district, I have been with the company longer then any other person in MI including both DM's but because I am female in a male dominated company I get the short end of the stick. I love my job but hate the men. My boss can kiss my ass! I'm not allowed to have an assistant manager because I am too far away from all the other stores...Does that make any sense? You would think that because I am so far away from all the other stores that I would be the only one with an assistant, I mean who would run my store if something were to happen to me? I'm done arguing with my DM about it. And then there is Drupinder...Yes, call me crazy or worse but he is still in my life. What the hell will it take for me to say enough is enough? It's not like I don't have other options in men but he has some hold over me. I love him with all my heart, I dream about us being together forever. Then I wake up and realize IT CAN NEVER HAPPEN! I always thought that if 2 people were truly in love that they could do anything but then I met him. No matter how much we love each other he will still have his arranged marriage when he is done with school. He has already told me there is no way he can go against his parents wishes. Which is why after a year and a half they still don't know I exist. Yes, I am crazy! Maybe he is what I want to run from? Hmmm... So what else with me...I made my first airplane trip ever 2 weeks ago. Work sent all of us managers to Vegas. They kept us pretty busy in meetings so I didn't get to see much but what I did see was great! We stayed at Mandalay Bay which is amazing! I got put up in the penthouse by myself...I was feeling like a rockstar! It was a once in a life time experience! I can only hope they send us there again next year. I have lost 70lbs, which surprisingly has not made me any happier. I mean I think it's great and I'm proud of myself but I guess I thought it would make me more happier and it didn't. Well thats about it... I don't know if anyone even reads this anymore but if you do *hugs* I haven't forgot about any of you! Time for zzzzzz's Current Mood: blank (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
10:41 pm	Hello Hello Hello! Ok kids, I HAVE NOT FALLEN OFF THE FACE OF THE PLANET! Sometimes I may not no for sure where I am at but I'm always somewhere. Holy Crap, it's the middle of March! It was like yesterday that it was Christmas. Interesting! Not that you all care to know or anything...I'm gonna tell you anyways...what the hell I have been up to. I'm still working at Game Crazy, 2 days away from being with the company for 1 year. I have an awesome store and mostly pretty cool employees. I have all guy employees right now...woohoo! Ok so all but one are geeky but it's still cool to be the only female let alone their boss! So here is where it all gets interesting...I kinda got myself in a little love triangle. Who would have thought! Some of you may remember me speaking of a guy named Drupinder, well he's still around. Things have gotten way more serious but he won't commit...very frustrating! Then I met this other guy named Rahul who is um...perfect! He's 26, is an engineer for GM, and he's good looking. Not to mention he wants to buy me stuff and take my traveling. He wanted me to fly to New York one Friday afternoon with him and fly back on Sunday. I'm not saying that I would date a guy just cuz he has money but it is nice to have a guy that does! So here I am in a situation that I have never been in before...trying to juggle 2 guys. Both know of each other but it still doesn't feel right. I'm so torin! I want both! Drupinder is the one I have strong feelings for but he won't commit and I would hate to lose the chance to be with Rahul. So what would you all do? Help me Jenn, Lauren, Sandy and everyone else! By the way, I have pictures of both guys if anyone would like to see! Ok, so I think we need a girls night out with everyone! I miss you all so much! Lauren even though we don't talk hardly ever I still think about you a lot, and Jenn...wow do I miss hanging out with you and Bethie! Seriously, we should all get together sometime! I got to go get some zzzz's now! I hope to talk to you all soon! Current Mood: crazy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 3rd, 2003
10:41 pm	sorry...I was bored Athena ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla Nothing much going on in my life right now. I think I might have gotten my boss fired...oops! Really, he shouldn't have put me in the position that he did which made me report him. Keegan wants to hook me up with one of her friends. He stopped in the store tonight and he's not too bad looking so we'll see. Thats about it. Oh, I got my Tragus pierced...not sure if I already wrote that or not. Am I addicted to piercings?? Naw, I just figured after my nose piercing was a bust I had to get something else. Randomness, I tell ya! Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 6th, 2003
12:40 am	I have a bar code and you don't! :-P I have no idea what it is for but it's cool anyways! LJ Barcode LJ username: (Comment on this)
12:34 am	Why must the crickets haunt me? OMG!! Jenn do you remember when I lived in my other apartment and complaining about the cricket in my wall for like a week? Yeah well, I have another one at this apartment! If I hear one more chirp I'm gonna scream! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! So I'm curious how everyone has been? Seems like no one talks to me anymore! I'm out of the loop I guess. Current Mood: annoyed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 1st, 2003
8:48 pm	You are Fade Away. you want more than anything for someone to notice you, love you, whatever. this person keeps trying to push you over the edge, and you cant see it. What 12 Stones Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Yum! 12 Stones! (Comment on this)
8:45 pm	My nephew leaves tomorrow for boot camp...God that makes me feel old! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
12:44 am	Protector The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 21st, 2003
11:57 pm	Feeling a little lost.... I kinda forgot about my LJ...oops...I feel pretty lost with whats going on with everyone! I guess if I missed anything life altering, you all can just email me and let me know K. So in case you all want to know whats been going on with me... Work work work! I don't know if I will ever get that store the way I want it or have the right people working there. Right now I'm stressing cuz Sat. is our quarterly inventory and I'm so worried things won't go right. It's just natural for me to panic like that :-) My road trip got canceled due to my stores inventory :-( Grrr...I am so mad about it! When they go on tour next year, I will so be there! I met a guy...he is oh so sexy but found out he is oh so MARRIED!!! So I felt it was my duty to call his wife and let her know her husband was cheating on her!! Maybe some would say that was wrong for me to do but I know if I were her I would want to know. She was the sweetest person to me which was weird but I had explained to her that had I known he was married I would not have pursued anything with him. MEN SUCK AND LIE! I went to the casino on Mon. and won 1100.00, went back last night and lost 500.00...I am so dumb sometimes! Atleast I'm still ahead 600.00. Well I'm off to bed now... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 1st, 2003
12:28 pm	Road Trip!! I am planning a 20 hour trip to Louisiana to see a kick ass band play! WooHoo! Anyone want to come? (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 4th, 2003
1:25 pm	Happy 4th of July everyone! Have fun and be safe!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 29th, 2003
1:33 am	Yikes!!! Happy Deathday! Your name: kbkat You will die on: Tuesday, September 15, 2020 You will die of: Electrocution Username: Created by Quill (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 14th, 2003
5:04 pm	Hey Everyone!! It has been so long since I have been near a puter and had enough time to sit here and update. So here is the update you all were dying to hear LOL 1. Moved back to Midland in March for my new job 2. Found out 3 days before my store was to open that it was being pushed back to the end of april 3. Went and trained in Eastpointe for a week Came home for 4 days 4. Went to Chesterfield for 11 days where I... a. Set up the whole store b. Hired and trained all the staff 5. Came back home for 2 days 6. Left for Chesterfield for another week where I... a. Met the new manager b. Trained the new manager c. Fell in love with the new manager :-) 7. Came home for 2 days 8. Went back to Chesterfield and worked there and at Mt. Clemens for a couple days 9. Back to Midland 10. Had 5 whole days off!!! WOOHOO 11. Left for Waterford for 11 days where I did everything that I did at Chesterfield except fall in love with the manager! 12. Back to Midland to celebrate my B-day with my girls 13. Got my nose pierced (yikes) 14. June 2nd went back to Waterford to work some more 15. Came home on the 6th for my nephews graduation 16. Back to Waterford on the 7th to do the stores inventory 17. Stayed in Waterford till the 10th and then moved to Southfield to train another manager. 18. Came back to Midland today 19. I get 2 days off and then back to Mt. Clemens to train someone new. 20. I'll be there till the 20th and then I will be done traveling because my store will be opening July 7th so I need to hire my staff. Whew...That has been my life for the past 3 months I'm still dating the "new manager" but things arn't looking to promising with that. If you care to know, ask and I will explain! I need to go unpack, do laundry and find out what my plans are for the night. *Waves* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 1st, 2003
7:31 pm	Happy Birthday Sandy!!! Thanks for remembering mine, it was great hearing from ya! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 21st, 2003
5:54 pm	My friends are saying I have the best job ever but I'm not too sure! For the past month I have been traveling all over MI, staying in nice hotels, getting free food and I'M SICK OF IT! Once again they have pushed back the opening date of my store. It was supposed to open this Friday but now the date is June 1st. So I get to do some more traveling around opening stores and training people. The only good part is that I do get lots of time off in between travels. But still, I just want my store to open so I can have a normal life! Well I just needed to vent for a bit and now I have to go finish my laundry and pack for my trip tomorrow. I miss you all!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 5th, 2003
7:26 pm	Where have I been? Things have been crazy and I am sorry I have not updated to let you all know the move went well. I moved in 2 weeks ago and was home for 3 days and then had to leave for Detroit for a week of training. I still have a million of boxes to unpack before my house will feel like home. They pushed back the opening date of my store AGAIN! Now it is April 25th but I won't hold my breath on that. I was put on payroll last week and since I am salary I'll still get my full paycheck every week whether my store is open or not. WOOHOO getting paid to do nothing! I'm having problems with my new phone line not letting me on the net so my posts will be limited for a while. I hope everyone is doing ok and I'll talk to you all once I get the problem fixed! (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 16th, 2003
9:18 pm	Friday was my last day at KB. It was so hard to say goodbye! Jami brought me in balloons and a sappy card which made me cry. The Scott from the other KB brought me a present and card and again I cried. The worst part was when it was time for me to leave and I had to turn in my keys. Jami just gave me a huge hug and we were both balling. It was final then. After I left KB I headed for Midland to look for an apartment. I looked at a few Friday evening and Saturday morning but nothing really caught my eye. I was starting to get a little worried. When Saturdays newspaper got here I went through and looked to see if any new apartments had been listed. I called one and the guy told me the address and said I could go look at it and then call him after and let him know if I wanted it. Let me tell you, I fell in love with it! It's a 1 bedroom with a huge walk in closet, patio, large bathroom and living room and an average size kitchen. New carpet and new floors. It's beautiful! I can't believe it was in my price range too! When I got back to my mom's I called the landlord and told him I wanted it. I needed 865.00 to move in. Yikes!! I called my dad and told him about it and asked him to come look at it with me and if he agreed it was a good deal he would front me the cash till I could get it. The landlord couldn't meet us there till 8 which so sucked cuz I had plans to go see Bliss but I guess getting an apartment was more important. So after some questions and blah blah blah I signed a lease and the beautiful apartment was mine! I am so excited cuz I have never really had a nice apartment. I go back to Lexington tomorrow to pack and on Friday I get the moving truck. My family is coming on Saturday to help move everything. I'll have almost a whole week to arrange my new apartment before I start my new job. WOOHOO! Everyone can come visit me once I'm done :-) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2003
12:55 am	My new DM called me at KB tonight to inform me that the opening date for the Midland store was pushed up to March 28th. OMG...I have 2 weeks to find an apartment, pack and move. I still have one week left with KB so I have no idea how I'm supposed to do all this....Grrrrr (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 2nd, 2003
1:37 am	1. Nick Name(s): Kathie, Kat, Kitkat 2. siblings: 3 brothers, 2 sisters 4. Sex: Female 5. What time is it? 1:38am LAST PERSON WHO.. 6. Slept in your bed: Besides me, Billy 7. Saw you cry: my therapist LOL 8. Made you cry: I don't remember 9. Spent the night at your house: Billy 10.You shared a drink with: Julie 11.You went to the movies with: I haven't been to a movie in years 12.You went to the mall with: Does it count if we went to go to work? Brenda 13.Yelled at you: My mom 14.Sent you an e-mail: My sister-in-law Kim 15.Said they were going to kill you: No one that I can recall 16.Said "I love you" and meant it? my mom 17.Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? No, we get along pretty well 18.Been to New York? yes 19.Been to Florida? no 20.California? no 21.Hawaii? no 22.Mexico? no 23.China? no. 24.Canada? yep 25.Danced naked? yes 26.Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? nope 27.Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yes 28.Stalked someone? HAHA yes 29.Had a mudbath? nope 30.Wish you were the opposite sex? Only when I get treated poorly cuz I'm female 31.Had an imaginary friend? yes 32.Apples or bananas? bananas 33.Red or blue? blue 34.Backstreet Boys or N'Sync? Neither 36.Spring or fall? I love both! 37.Santa or Rudolph? I guess Santa 38.Math or English? Math, use to want to be an Algebra teacher 39.What are you going to do after you finish this survey? Get some zzzz's 40.What was the last food you ate? popcorn 41.High school or college? college 42.Are you bored? yes 43.How many buddies are on? 1 44.Last movie you saw? 40 days and 40 nights 45.Last noise you heard? my furnace kicking on ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS... 46.Laughs the weirdest? Chris 47.Will grow up and be a model? I think all my friends are beautiful enough to be a model! 48.Going to have the most kids? All my friends either already have kids or don't want any! 49.Have you known the longest? Becky 50.Is the loudest? Julie when she's drunk 51.Is the quietest? Kristen 52.Do you have the most classes with? I don't attend school 53.Is the weirdest? Chris 54.Is the funniest? Chris 55.Is the moodiest? Jami!!! 56.Can you tell most of your secrets to? I tell everything to Julie 57.Do you usually go to about all of your problems? Julie or Jenn THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS... 58.Last time you went out of the state: Almost a year ago for the Bliss concert at TriState University 60.Things you like in a girl/guy: smile, eyes, personality 61.Weirdest thing about you? I'm related to Ed McMann 62.Do you have a crush on someone? not right now 63.Do they know? N/A 65.What's his/her name? N/A 66.What do you think of ouija boards? Kid stuff 67.What book are you reading now? not reading right now 68.What's on your mouse pad? Pooh, Eeyore and tigger 69.Favorite board game? Monopoly 70.Favorite magazine? people 71.Favorite smell? spring 72.Worst feeling in the world? being alone 73.What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? How bad I wanna go back to bed 75.How many rings before you answer? 2 76.Future daughter's name? seandra Pierce (sounds like See-Andra) 77.Future son's name? Braxton Joe or Brighten Joe 78.Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate 79.Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? a giant eeyore 80.If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? A Youth Probation Officer 82.Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righty 83.Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? nope 84.What's under your bed? boxes and I'm sure a few dust bunnies 85.Favorite sport to watch? Anything live 86.What time is it? 1:59am (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 26th, 2003
11:25 pm	I'm putting in my 2 week notice to KB tomorrow. I'm not sure how my DM is going to react but if he is an ass about it I will turn in my keys right then! I started packing today...It's very sad! I was packing up my picture frames and things in my living room when I came across my KB truck I had won at one of our meetings. I just sat there for a bit sobbing. I just wish I didn't have to leave this way! I wish I was leaving for good reasons and not because the company has taken a 100 degree turn for the worse. I know people change jobs everyday and that I will probably have many in my life time but for some reason I'm having a hard time saying goodbye to this one. I have become way too attached to these people here! I keep thinking that I'm not going to be here for my *kids*, to tell them to be safe on a Saturday night, get enough sleep and to help them with their girl problems. As silly as it sounds, I was not only their boss but I was someone that cared and watched out for them. They kinda became my family here. This sucks! I hate KB toys! I just got to remember that this is the right thing for me to do! (1 Comment |Comment on this)